UGH, stomach is so upset! This damn medicine for the MRSA always does a job on my stomach. I can't keep anything down. Last night I had a baked potato for dinner after getting sick when I tried to eat some broth. I haven't had potatoes in 5 months. I was actually able to keep the potato down.
Today, I had a protein shake and I swear it's laying on my stomach. I'm doing everything I can to keep it IN my stomach because I need the nourishment. I can't live on baked potatoes while I'm on these meds.
Tomorrow I can call Dr. Watson's office and schedule my final consult, thank goodness. Steven is concerned about the MRSA and my pouch. What's going to happen if I have to take these meds and I have the pouch? A legitimate question I suppose.
No exercise the last few days other than chores and some walking around the property. I'm so sick from the meds that I'm unbalanced on my feet. One day at a time, I guess.
Janee got her approval from Tri Care South. I'm so thrilled for her. Amanda has lost 59 lbs since 11/14. She's doing amazing! I'm so proud of her. Soon I'll be on the losers bench too! YAY!!
Monday, December 26, 2011
Thursday, December 22, 2011
I got my letters!!!!!
Woooohoooo!! I got my letters!!! I went in there today completely prepared. I had 2 copies of sample medical necessity letters and a huge attitude!
I was down another pound as well! When Dr. Abusara came in the exam room, I hit him with both barrels. I explained that my blood sugars are out of control and that I'm having numerous outbreaks of MRSA due to the stress I was under. I told him that it was his and Dr Chamberlain's fault that I'm so stressed out and that I was not leaving the office until my letters were done.
He immediately went and got Dr. Chamberlain and I blasted her too!! She walked out. Dr Abusara apologized over and over again. He had gone to Pakistan for 6 weeks. Dr Chamberlain told him that she was going to write my letters and he assumed she had.
I spent 3 hours and 45 minutes waiting for my letters but I got them!!! He even gave me a great big hug and wished me luck! Tomorrow I'll call Dr. Watson's office and schedule my final consult..again!!!
I was down another pound as well! When Dr. Abusara came in the exam room, I hit him with both barrels. I explained that my blood sugars are out of control and that I'm having numerous outbreaks of MRSA due to the stress I was under. I told him that it was his and Dr Chamberlain's fault that I'm so stressed out and that I was not leaving the office until my letters were done.
He immediately went and got Dr. Chamberlain and I blasted her too!! She walked out. Dr Abusara apologized over and over again. He had gone to Pakistan for 6 weeks. Dr Chamberlain told him that she was going to write my letters and he assumed she had.
I spent 3 hours and 45 minutes waiting for my letters but I got them!!! He even gave me a great big hug and wished me luck! Tomorrow I'll call Dr. Watson's office and schedule my final consult..again!!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Two more days....
...and I see Dr. Abusara. Hopefully, he'll either have my letters or he'll write my letters while I'm there. I'm not going to hold my breathe but I'm hopeful.
I just did 30 minutes on the treadmill. I really pushed myself more than I had previously. My legs and hip is a bit sore but I feel good. I should sleep pretty darn good tonight.
Yule is today and its also the anniversary of mom's death. It's been a rough month. I miss mom so much. I wish I could pick up the phone and call her or wrap my arms around her and hug her one more time.
I had a chocolate protein shake, yum yum. Two chicken thighs, some greek yogurt, strawberries. A good food day.
I'll update on Thursday after my Dr's appt.
I just did 30 minutes on the treadmill. I really pushed myself more than I had previously. My legs and hip is a bit sore but I feel good. I should sleep pretty darn good tonight.
Yule is today and its also the anniversary of mom's death. It's been a rough month. I miss mom so much. I wish I could pick up the phone and call her or wrap my arms around her and hug her one more time.
I had a chocolate protein shake, yum yum. Two chicken thighs, some greek yogurt, strawberries. A good food day.
I'll update on Thursday after my Dr's appt.
Sunday, December 18, 2011
It's been awhile...
It's been awhile since I've blogged but things started sliding downhill. Actually I'm still doing okay but my doctors aren't co-operating. Dr Abusara promised to have my letter written and my weight history to me before 11/1. Of course 11/1 has come and gone and I still don't have my letters.
I had to cancel my final consult appt with the surgeon because of it. I've been so depressed. I tried to get in with a new Dr. but she can't see me until 2/2/2012.
It's hard not to get into a major depression over all of this. I should have already had my surgery. There are people who just started this journey and they've already had their surgery or already have a surgery date.
Anyway, I'm keeping on and I'm now down to my lowest weight in 23 years!! Still have a bit over 100 lbs to lose but I'm going to keep on, surgery or no surgery.
Dr's appt on the 22nd so we'll see where I stand after that. Wouldn't it be nice if my letters were done and waiting for me? Of course, I won't hold my breathe.
I had to cancel my final consult appt with the surgeon because of it. I've been so depressed. I tried to get in with a new Dr. but she can't see me until 2/2/2012.
It's hard not to get into a major depression over all of this. I should have already had my surgery. There are people who just started this journey and they've already had their surgery or already have a surgery date.
Anyway, I'm keeping on and I'm now down to my lowest weight in 23 years!! Still have a bit over 100 lbs to lose but I'm going to keep on, surgery or no surgery.
Dr's appt on the 22nd so we'll see where I stand after that. Wouldn't it be nice if my letters were done and waiting for me? Of course, I won't hold my breathe.
Monday, October 17, 2011
Sore, hurting, and in pain!
Well I guess I overdid it yesterday. By last night my feet were on fire the second I took my shoes off. The neuropathy in my feet was reminding me that I'm not used to doing so much walking, dancing, climbing as I did yesterday. Point made and I'll be working on that one.
This morning I woke up to excruciating pain. I thought at first it was my hip but I realize now its not the hip at all, its the upper thigh muscle. And man oh man is it screaming at me...LOUDLY. Every single time I move, its saying, "WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME?!"
So I laid low today, didn't do too much and I'm hoping to wake up feeling better tomorrow. I don't want to be down too long. I want to get back up on the horse so to speak and get moving!
I also didn't eat much today. Just a protein shake, some cottage cheese and a sugar free popsicle. I'm not hungry at all and I had to force myself to eat what I did.
Can't wait for my appointment with Dr. Abusera on Thursday so I can get this stuff moving! I hope he has my letter written. If not I'm NOT going to be happy!
Anyway, I'm headed to bed. I just wrapped a couple dozen eggs and I'm bushed!
This morning I woke up to excruciating pain. I thought at first it was my hip but I realize now its not the hip at all, its the upper thigh muscle. And man oh man is it screaming at me...LOUDLY. Every single time I move, its saying, "WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME?!"
So I laid low today, didn't do too much and I'm hoping to wake up feeling better tomorrow. I don't want to be down too long. I want to get back up on the horse so to speak and get moving!
I also didn't eat much today. Just a protein shake, some cottage cheese and a sugar free popsicle. I'm not hungry at all and I had to force myself to eat what I did.
Can't wait for my appointment with Dr. Abusera on Thursday so I can get this stuff moving! I hope he has my letter written. If not I'm NOT going to be happy!
Anyway, I'm headed to bed. I just wrapped a couple dozen eggs and I'm bushed!
Sunday, October 16, 2011
It'a a great Sunday!
Great day! Slept in this morning, felt so good. Got up, checked my blood sugar. It was 145. Not bad. Better than the 200's that it had been, even with the insulin! Made a chocolate protein shake. YUM! Drank that and decided that I wanted to go for a walk.
We drove into town and walked in the small town park. Dillon kept stopping to tie his shoe. (One day, I swear he WILL learn to tie his shoes correctly! LOL) I took a few pictures with my phone and we walked. There was this older couple there, I would say mid to late 70's that was walking too. They soon passed me. I was a bit disgruntled and blamed Dillon but it wasn't him. It was ME.
I'm terribly out of shape and I know this about myself. I haven't regularly exercised in years. I'm over 250 lbs and I need to accept the fact that I have to take things slowly. I need to work at my own pace and not try to compete with others. Something I need to remind myself.
I am a unique individual and nothing I do is going to be like anyone else. I just need to keep on keeping on and I'm hit my goal! Keep my eye on the prize. The prize is a healthier ME!
We drove into town and walked in the small town park. Dillon kept stopping to tie his shoe. (One day, I swear he WILL learn to tie his shoes correctly! LOL) I took a few pictures with my phone and we walked. There was this older couple there, I would say mid to late 70's that was walking too. They soon passed me. I was a bit disgruntled and blamed Dillon but it wasn't him. It was ME.
I'm terribly out of shape and I know this about myself. I haven't regularly exercised in years. I'm over 250 lbs and I need to accept the fact that I have to take things slowly. I need to work at my own pace and not try to compete with others. Something I need to remind myself.
I am a unique individual and nothing I do is going to be like anyone else. I just need to keep on keeping on and I'm hit my goal! Keep my eye on the prize. The prize is a healthier ME!
Friday, October 14, 2011
Looking & feeling GREAT!
Still haven't had my surgery but I'm plugging along. All potatoes, rice, pasta, breads have been cut from my diet as well as diet coke and my seltzer water. Those were the two hardest to get rid of. It's been 3 weeks since I've had a soda and I feel great! I don't even crave one and that makes me feel even better!
I'm down the 10% that I wanted to lose beforehand and I'm just going to keep on losing until I have my surgery.
Last night I tried on some old bras and shirts that I haven't been able to wear in years and years. I was so shocked that they fit! A few were even too big! I got this huge smile on my face. I came out "modeling" for Steven. He whistled and told me that I'm looking good. THAT made me cry!
Steven is giving me such great support and so many of my friends like Karen, Christine, Laura, Nan, Sherry, and so many more. Too many to list here. I wouldn't be able to do this without the support of so many of my wonderful friends that I have. The one person who's support I wish I had is my daughter but she's cut herself off from my life for whatever imagined reason again. So be it. But it would be nice to have her cheering in my corner. I'm not going to let it get me down. She told me that she no longer wants me in her life and I'm not going to persue it.
Anyway, happier things...I've been drinking one or two protein shakes a day. It all depends on my mood for the day. I've been experimenting with flavors and such. Yesterday, I added a teaspoon of peanut butter to my chocolate shake. Oh to die for! It was like I was eating a Reese's peanut butter cup. Adding frozen strawberries and bananas to the strawberry shake. Lowfat whipped cream to the cappuccino protein shake. Yummm! I'm loving it! And losing weight to boot! Who knew it could be this good?!?!
I have a Drs appointment next week for my last requirement, my danged pap smear. Hopefully Dr. Abusera has my letter ready to go to my surgeon or else I'm going to scream. I guess I need to get on the ball and get working on my letter as well. Maybe as soon as I get done with this journal entry. Maybe I can get my surgery done in November, with any luck?
I'm down the 10% that I wanted to lose beforehand and I'm just going to keep on losing until I have my surgery.
Last night I tried on some old bras and shirts that I haven't been able to wear in years and years. I was so shocked that they fit! A few were even too big! I got this huge smile on my face. I came out "modeling" for Steven. He whistled and told me that I'm looking good. THAT made me cry!
Steven is giving me such great support and so many of my friends like Karen, Christine, Laura, Nan, Sherry, and so many more. Too many to list here. I wouldn't be able to do this without the support of so many of my wonderful friends that I have. The one person who's support I wish I had is my daughter but she's cut herself off from my life for whatever imagined reason again. So be it. But it would be nice to have her cheering in my corner. I'm not going to let it get me down. She told me that she no longer wants me in her life and I'm not going to persue it.
Anyway, happier things...I've been drinking one or two protein shakes a day. It all depends on my mood for the day. I've been experimenting with flavors and such. Yesterday, I added a teaspoon of peanut butter to my chocolate shake. Oh to die for! It was like I was eating a Reese's peanut butter cup. Adding frozen strawberries and bananas to the strawberry shake. Lowfat whipped cream to the cappuccino protein shake. Yummm! I'm loving it! And losing weight to boot! Who knew it could be this good?!?!
I have a Drs appointment next week for my last requirement, my danged pap smear. Hopefully Dr. Abusera has my letter ready to go to my surgeon or else I'm going to scream. I guess I need to get on the ball and get working on my letter as well. Maybe as soon as I get done with this journal entry. Maybe I can get my surgery done in November, with any luck?
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